I love him as if he were my own. I’m so thankful for my little family. (: My boyfriend, his son, my Lily and I…were all so perfect for each other. 

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i wish i were cool on tumblr. too bad im only cool irl. 

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Flight Facilities - Crave You (Adventure Club Dubstep Remix) (by dugi40)

i’m not a huge dubstep fan. but this right here….i liiiiiiiiike. 

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i just.. he’s just.. perfection. wonderfully wonderful perfection. 

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I could listen to this every day. MGG for life. 

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yes. please. 

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kellybreakdown:

sonicallyscrewed:

It was an educational experience for Cas

Forever reblog

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(the first picture is from when I was in the ICU, the second one is today. 3 blood transfusions and an emergency surgery…plus lots of pain medicine have got me looking almost normal.)

Here’s the story!:

I’ve been in the hospital since Tuesday. It’s been dreadful. I went into outpatient surgery to have my gallbladder removed Tuesday morning. It went perfect. A few hours after I got home, I couldn’t move without it hurting extremely bad. Ended up back in the ER via ambulance after passing out 3x. (My face is bruised from where I hit the floor) Apparently when my friend tried to pick me up I went completely limp, dead eyes, pale, blue lips, and cold. It took my friend 5 minutes of slapping me and shaking me to get me to wake up. When I opened my eyes there were 5 paramedics surrounding me and I was utterly confused. I was put in ICU for 2 days. I lost over half my blood due to internal bleeding. Wednesday night I went in for emergency surgery because my blood count kept dropping and I wasn’t doing any better. They removed a liter and a half of blood from my abdomen. Talk about ouch! No wonder it hurt to breathe and move. I was released from ICU Thursday morning and here it is Friday. I am getting my third blood transfusion in the past few days and being released tomorrow. I’m still in pain and feeling light headed a lot, but this transfusion should do the trick. Doc said 1 pint of blood isn’t going to put me back at a normal blood count, but it will help me not feel as fatigued. It’s been a rough week to say the least. 

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Bought new movies today.

Hustle&Flow
Charlie Bartlett
Napoleon Dynamite
Mean Girls
BeetleJuice
Pulp Fiction

i still have many more must haves.
i’m glad i found these today. (:  

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